How terrible it must be to feel so desperate and alone. How frightening it is to feel so hopeless that there is no one to turn to, not even yourself, in your time of need. I found out that an old friend from high school killed himself last week. We weren't close but we kept in touch and I never picked up that he was unhappy. No one else did either I guess. 25 years old with ambitions to be a writer, actor and pilot. Uncle, son, and friend. May he rest in peace.